Of course I'd have something to say. How boring will it be to have a blog and not say anything at all? What's the use of that, even?
Seriously, though, I just had one of the surprises of my life this afternoon. I don't want to elaborate much for fear of some of the people I know personally to read it and spread rumors or talk about it too much...but, I can tell you that it made me a little crazy.
Have you ever had that moment in your life where there are just no words at all to describe how you feel? Moments that you can't identify if you're happy or sad about something? Well, I'm experiencing that right now.
I don't even know why I'm affected. It's a simple thing... I'm just complicating things. But here's to the guy who was my first boyfriend. Who was my first kiss. Who was my first dance. Who was my first love...and who was my heartbreak.
I suffered from depression, mental and physical illness. I threw away the opportunity of studying at my dream school. I fought with my family just so I can spend more time with you and be with you. But that wasn't enough. You went straight ahead and left me for her.
But that was 5 years ago. I became happy again. I'm a good student now - a better one, to be exact. I have new friends. I go out. I don't always hold my phone and have the need to reply asap. I have all my money to myself because I have no one to buy gifts for. In short... I was finally living my life. Years of not having a single problem about the issues of the heart. Not crying at all because I miss you. Not feeling of having to puke when I see or smell food. I loved how free I felt. It took long to get the smile back onto my face...but I still got it back. I was better.
And now... here you are. At my school. First thing I said when I saw you?
What the hell?!
You didn't answer. All you did was introduce me to you girlfriend.
Don't get me wrong. She seems nice. I even said hi, didn't I? But there is still this feeling bothering me.
You just made my world too small. Way too small that I feel suffocated. In all honesty, I don't want to see you every single day! I do miss you sometimes...but this is torture. Now I'm scared to go to the canteen or even at the close establishments around campus. I don't want to bump into you the way I did this afternoon. I was completely taken by surprise.
I don't know if this is a game that destiny's playing at me but I do hope that you don't play along with it. I am so going to be sick again if more surprises concerning you occurs.
I don't want to see you. It hurts me.
A.
Wanderlust
I have always wanted to travel. Anywhere. Be it a few cities away from where I live, I consider it travel. Maybe for most, the basis of traveling is via airplanes or cruises...but for a simple girl like me, wherever there's something new to see and worth visiting - it's a travel spot.
Last October 22, 2012, I was blessed enough to board on a plane and fly 3 hours away from the Philippines and into Thailand. It has been, so far, the longest flight I've taken since my previous flights were always just above and hour. I don't know with you guys, but I'm cool with flying for a couple of hours. Unlike some, especially my sisters, who get irritated and uneasy on long flights, I am okay with it.
Sarah, Riza and I boarded a plane at Ninoy Aquino International Airport (NAIA) terminal 3 at 9:40pm. We arrived at Suvarnabhumi International Airport on the following day at 12:45am. But since Thailand time is one hour late as opposed to Philippines time, we were considered to have arrived at 11:45pm.
Alright, I must've bored you enough. Here are some of the photos.
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| Our plane! |
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| Riza playing with our cute seat mate: Caleb |
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| My very first glimpse of Thailand from the airplane |
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| At one of Suvarnabhumi's comfort rooms. I look so stressed. hahahaha. |
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| Look how beautiful their airport is! |
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| This is what we looked like as we waited for our tour bus. |
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| Free map! |
Since our tour bus won't pick us up until 8am of October 27, 2012, my friends and I decided to leave the airport for a while and just come back so that we can catch our bus to Pattaya where we'll be heading first.
More photos to follow! ;)
Have a great November ahead of you! ♥
A.
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